Do you feel it? I do. A dis-ease. There is, as they said in the Star Wars movies, a disturbance in The Force. Lest the more cynical of you think I am talking out of my ass, let me assure you, there is a vast work of scientific evidence that says that there is an energy force of which we are part, and it is a part of us. Thus, we are all connected. And we are disturbed.
Some days I wake up and I feel this disturbance more than others.
Today is one of those days.
I could not sleep last night, a rare occurrence. And I feel out of sorts this morning. And nothing is wrong in my life. In fact, things are going wonderfully. My husband and I are getting along great, we are getting settled in nicely to our new home and I am in love with my husband, my home, my neighborhood. I just released another work yesterday and already sales have exceeded my expectations.
So why am I feeling out of sorts?
Because there is a disturbance in The Force and I am sensitive to those things. I actually cultivated and nurtured this sensitivity. Go figure.
I didn’t mean to. But I began doing things like meditating, and purposely connecting with this Force so that I could live a better life. It works, this stuff. My life is better than ever. But what I did not know was that there is a drawback to having this strong of a connection. I feel the disturbances in the Force.
So I will get up in a bit and go and ride my horse and forget about it all for a while. This has a dual purpose. It will reset my mood, because riding always resets me. It’s like pushing a reset button on a computer. And, in resetting my mood, I contribute to the consciousness that I am calling, for today’s purposes, The Force.
See, because we are all connected, we can’t afford to live lives based in fear. Those of us who know better, those of us who live lives based in love, must be more determined than ever to maintain attitudes of love, joy, gratitude, acceptance. Because if we give in to the fear, we contribute to the disturbance. And that I will not do. I prefer to change that disturbance to peace. The more of us that replace our own fear with love, the more difficult it will be for the fear to continue to reign in this country.
There is a lot of fear in this country now. Lies are told and believed. Manipulation of the populace is easier than ever because of the fear. Racism has once again been given permission to blossom, as has misogyny. That is why those of us who live lives based in love rather than fear must be diligent in our maintenance of optimism.
We can overcome this. If you are feeling the fear, take a step back and do what you need to do to feel the love instead. The more of us that do that, the easier it will be to calm down that disturbance in The Force.
I've been thinking a lot lately about the equinox coming up, probably because I'll be traveling to Lake Havasu City at the end of this week to do a talk there on this very topic at the Lake Havasu Center for Spiritual Living.
We get an equinox, or solstice, twice a year. Once in the spring around March 20 and once in the fall around September 21. These signify the day when the daylight hours and the night time hours are equal. For the spring solstice, the day light hours then grow at a rate of a few minutes a day, till the fall equinox, when the day light hours then begin to shrink at the same rate.
Traditionally, fall equinox celebrations centered around harvest time, and this makes me think of what I am harvesting. And what I am harvesting today depends on what I have planted yesterday.
Ernest Holmes (founder of Centers for Spiritual Living) tells us that today's outpicturing is the result of yesterday's consciousness. This means that the thoughts and beliefs I held yesterday are what is manifesting in my life today. Is this to be taken literally? Not necessarily. More accurately, it means that the tendency of my thoughts will influence my life in that direction.
So if I have planted good thoughts, thoughts of gratitude and optimism and love, then that is what my life will look like.
Does this mean that shit won't happen? Nope. It does indeed happen, it is part of life. But if my thoughts have been ones of love and acceptance, then I am better able to handle it when it hits the fan. I am not talking about spiritual bypassing either. I'm talking about focusing on what is good while taking responsibility. A good example of this would be the cancer patient who chooses to create humorous situations, all the while going through the medically indicated treatment.
So this is a time to consider what is going on in your life, and consider the seeds you have planted in your consciousness. Do you live in the past, basing your current decisions on what happened when you were a kid? This might be a good time to revisit that and see if a change is indicated. Do you limit your actions based on fear? This might be a good time see what it is you are afraid of, and what is behind the fear. It may no longer be valid.
The equinox means the days will be getting shorter and the flurry of activity that most of us engaged in during the summer will begin to slow down. Fall is a time to regroup, and see if perhaps we want to plant some different seeds.
I'd love to hear about your seeds! What have you planted that is growing in your life right now? What do you want to plant from this point on?